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There is a song that my sister told me to listen to.  It is called 'These Times' by Safetysuit.  It is a good song. There is a part that says "I am sitting alone in my bed, waiting for an answer that I don't know if I'll get".

I prayed this morning and told my Heavenly Father that I don't want this pain anymore.  I immediately felt a different feeling, one of comfort.  I understood that He doesn't want that for me either.  He wants me to be happy and wants me to be successful in this life.

Unlike the song, I am not going to wait, sitting alone in my bed.  I have to keep moving forward, one day at a time.  I am looking at every option available.

Staying together- not trusting my husband
Divorce- having to interact with an ex-husband
                 Staying single forever- lonely but never forced to rely on the honesty of another person
                 Getting re-married- possibility of all this heartache again

There are one million things I need to consider, but I am going to make this decision.
Have a great day!